Making Good Use of Generosity
Soon after I wrote THIS post a couple weeks ago about wanting to get serious about shooting film more often, THIS MAN, this sweet generous man Mr. Jason Hudson, (who has become a quick friend, mentor, and all around inspirational human since I discovered his blog a year or so ago) sent me the very camera that I had my eye on to start down that path. He did WHAT?! Yeah, that was my exact reaction too. I had spotted a Mamiya 645 in good condition at a local camera shop here, and was saving up to justify the buy, and before I knew it, I received this email from Jason...
"Hi buddy!
I have a Mamiya 645 ProTL.
Tried selling it on Craigslist, but no bites. It’s all yours, you can just have it! Pay for shipping. Polaroid back, 80mm, 55mm lens, light meter . . . Maybe more. Can’t remember. Literally fired that thing no more than 300 times. She’s a beauty. But I’ll never shoot film again."
So after some back and forth banter about how "I just can't." and "no way." and "this is too much." He shook me by the shoulders, slapped me around, and I said, "yes please." And I can't say thank you enough times. I tried. It never feels like enough. So here she is pictured below. Just after I fired my first roll of film. I have never owned a medium format camera before, and so the first thing I did was read the manual. READ. YOUR. MANUALS. Sorry, had to stress that. Amazing how many people never even open up their camera manual. Of course as always I had to watch a You Tube tutorial to load the film. I wanted to make sure I got it right the first try.
** You Tube tutorials have been a tremendous companion to just about everything I have ever wanted to learn about. It's always a great start, if you don't know how to do something, search for a tutorial on You Tube and see if it is out there, it probably is, and even if it might not be the ultimate tell all, it is usually a great first step to figuring shit out on your own.
And yes that is an Instagram shot below. I finally caved and got the kool-aid in my mouth, largely because of, who else, Jason. I admit, it has been fun. Ugh, that was tough to say. If you are also on Instagram you can find me on there now. HERE is my Insta info so you can see me struggle with learning how to take pictures with a phone. I need Cole to give me lessons.

So I ran out and bought a variety of 120 film to test. Kodak, Fuji, and Ilford. And like always when I want to do some kind of a camera test, I watch the windows for Cole to get home from work, and the second she walks in the door I'm like, "COLE! you have to get Tessa's hair to stop looking like the Feral Kid from Mad Max and please go outside in the backyard, I know it's hot, I'm sorry, and let me take pictures of you and the children."
So in preparation for my camera test, this ended up being the very first time Tessa held still long enough for Cole to put braids in her hair. It was a sweet moment. Captured on Instagram.

So the first roll of film I tried out was the Kodak Porta 400 which boasts-- "The PORTRA 400 Film is the world's finest grain high-speed color negative film. At true ISO 400 speed, this film delivers spectacular skin tones plus exceptional color saturation over a wide range of lighting conditions. For years, professional photographers have preferred KODAK PROFESSIONAL PORTRA Films because of their consistently smooth, natural reproduction of the full range of skin tones. In that same tradition, the PORTRA 400 Film is the ideal choice for portrait and fashion photography, as well as for nature, travel and outdoor photography, where the action is fast or the lighting can't be controlled."
Who wouldn't want to buy this film with that description?! These test shots were printed at a local shop here in town, on Matte paper, and I scanned them in with the CanoScan LiDE 700F. Which isn't the best scanner in the world, but it isn't the worst either. I am still searching for that solution now that I am going to shoot more film. Ugh, so expensive.
I was pleased with the results, I mean, we were just in the backyard, the light wasn't great. 3:30 in the afternoon. It was thankfully a little cloudy. I mostly wanted to make sure I could load this camera correctly, and make sure I could make crisp sharp images. Mission accomplished. Now I have a whole mess of film to experiment with and figure out what I can do with this camera.


And since I had the light meter out anyway, (which I have no idea why I waited so long to just suck it up and start using one, should have listened to you sooner Rachel), I wanted to see how much better my Polaroids would come out on the 600SE when i wasn't just guessing the exposure. The Goose is still my favorite camera to take family pictures with, as Cole says, "The Goose just makes everything look dreamy."
This is Cole with The Littlest Buddy, just after he woke up from his after school nap, we are still trying to figure out his new daytime routine, with Smith Magenis Syndrome he is often listless and sleepy during the afternoon, and it can be a challenge to get him awake. It produces both some of the sweetest moments with LB and some of the most challenging. This day, was one of those sweet, wake up slow snuggly moments, which thankfully is usually the case.

So this weekend is The Littlest Buddies birthday and I happen to have a ton of film to shoot :) Hopefully I can find a way to squeeze in copious amounts of camera time, and still be present this weekend, and not just camera zombie, grunting, and tinkering, and staring at the fun through a viewfinder.
Have a great weekend, and for all of you East Coast people, take this Irene seriously, she seems like she could be one serious bitch, and if she ends up heading up to NYC, you city folk please take care of yourselves.






21 comments:
I'm really floored by Jason's generosity. What an amazing moment that must have been when you got that email!
I bought a used Bronica in college and I was so proud of it. People started taking me seriously as a photographer when I had it in my hands. Friends wanted to sit for portraits, I even shot some wedding portraits.
A friend's mother, also a photographer, heard that I got a new camera and she asked about it. When I showed her, she said "Oh, that's the Volkswagen of medium-format cameras. I only shoot with Hasselblads." That one sentence completely deflated me.
Of course I kept shooting with it and continued to be encouraged by others, but that one comment really stuck with me (it's been 10+ years).
Anyway, I don't know why I told you that story after reading your post, maybe just to remind myself that there are people in the world that try and encourage and push you to challenge yourself rather than hold back (like this woman did to me). I can't wait to see what you do with your new camera.
@Amanda- Do you still have this camera? I hope so. You can make gorgeous images with any camera. You know this :) That comment sucks and of course one of the shitty things about the photography world is that there are definitely camera snobs out there. Leave them to their snobbery. Make beautiful pictures.
My husband really wants to start shooting medium format, but doesn't want to bother with film anymore (except now med. format film cameras are WITHIN OUR PRICE RANGE). I think I'll send him this post to see if I can goose him in that direction. I'm partial to older, analog technologies myself -- typewriters, film, records. Also, your Feral Kid reference had me snorting my coffee. There's a running joke in my family about that Feral Kid and his monkey...
Beautiful camera.
Just want to make a recomendation. . . because it's hard to find people who are still shooting film! :-)
I have a dedicated nikon film scanner and an epson scanner. The nikon scanner was ridiculously expensive and I never use it. The Epson model is the Perfection 4490, though the newer ones are the V500 and V600. I use it ALL THE TIME and it was inexpensive. They have adapters for 35mm, medium format, and slides.
It's great to be able to scan your own negatives and save money on prints.
Best,
Julia
OOOOOH I LOVE medium format cameras!! Haven't picked mine up in what seems like years!! Mine is crappy and old, but I still love her and will someday buy a fresh 5 pack of fuji, open the box and smell that new film smell, load one in and start shooting away.
Touching on what Julia said, I too have an Epson scanner, but it's an Epson Perfection 4180 Photo. has adaptors for slide film, 35mm, and medium format film and it works great.
Amazing! I can't wait to see more of your film work. People are still good. And that makes me happy. So glad you are sharing your instagram profile too. Have a great weekend with LB's party!
Great shots as always. And what an AMAZING gift to receive! Also, your pure enjoyment and excitement when it comes to any and all things photography related is inspirational to say the least and I can't thank you enough for that.
As for the film . . . can I pry and ask the cost of developing it? I shot a bit of medium format several years ago when I had access to hand develop it (I loved that) and when I went to check on development now I was told $15 just for the negative and the prints were some extra charge on top of regular prints. I appreciate any feedback you can provide.
@fishsticked- I am excited about a camera shop here in town that is opening up their darkroom for $8 an hour I think. Which includes all your supplies and someone to hold your hand if you need it.
For this first roll, just to see what I had to work with, I had the single roll developed with single prints on matte paper for 10 bucks. Not bad.
Ryan - amazing post, and what a wonderful surprise gift for you. Goodness in people is still alive and kicking. We need to all remember that when we've narrowly missed throw downs over bottled water in the local Target (yes, we are East Coasters and right in the path of lovely Irene).
I can't wait to see what you create with this!
I've been toying with the idea of getting more into film myself. I learned on an old Nikon 33mm, which belonged to my then boyfriend, now husband, and which we still own. Since digital blew up I've not shot film in years and I kind of miss the anticipation of what you capture. Medium format has always been a goal...I think I need to start doing more to make that goal reality.
Your posts about honing your craft always inspire me to do more, so thank you!
Thanks, Ryan. Sounds like a local shop is the way to go (I checked with a chain).
As for the $8/hr option, I'm oozing with jealosy . . . and planning a trip to Florida.
Shooting film is a thing of beauty. I don't care what anyone says about film vs digital - I've spent literally years trying to photoshop digital pics to get the same color that film gets so naturally. With no luck.
You will love the camera - I'm personally a Hassy shooter, but if you have any questions feel free to send them my way -
Best,
E
@ The Panic Room- I do still have the camera and although it's still my only medium-format, I've really added to my collection.
Snobs is a nice word for what those kinds of people are!
I love the pictures that you take Ryan. ALL OF THEM. I remember one of the first posts that I ever read had a picture of a water drop on a blade of grass. It's still one of my favorite of all times.
Also, as if your wife weren't beautiful enough on the outside, I saw dooce's post about the china. What a terrific lady you wife is. Of course, you already knew that.
I really love your posts. It is a reminder for me on how much I love my family and photography and why. You are a comforting read...thanks!! much love from the East Coast awaiting Irene much too shortly now ;).
Your film shots are beautiful.
Love these, Ryan! Most especially love the one of Cole and LB.
I don't shoot a lot of film any more but when I do to get around the scanner issue, I have the lab process only and produce an archival quality cd. I haven't done it in a while. I have a fridge full of film, I need to go shoot some.
god how i love those sleepy boy faces. right after a nap is the perfect time to sniff a boy neck, too. smells like mmmm.
Geez, I wish could be a good photographer like you. Tessa & LB are going to be lucky to one day have such amazing pictures of when they were young,of such great memories. I wish my parents had done this but unfortunately they didn't. My childhood memories are now stories told by my parents, instead of visuals :/
I miss these faces.. Looking forward to seeing Cole Friday night to get my hair done.
Yes! This whole post makes me happy!
Love the photos - the Instagrams and the film love!
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